As Memórias Do Amanhã Longínquo

Too real (blindness and fear)

Go away, she told him

From the start,

Right after their first

Kiss, outside the bar.

Go away, she said

Even when desire

Was melting her inside.

Stop, stop, she told him

Right after they started

Their first time together

On the kitchen table,

With the door open.

Stop, stop, she said,

While moaning,

Pushing him deeper

Inside of her.

Fuck me, she told him

When she was lost

But sincere,

Wet and tight but true.

Three times more,

Fuck me, fuck me,

Fuck me,

And in the end

She was scared,

Afraid of herself.

He should have known

That she was trouble.

He shouldn´t have gave

Her what she wanted,

Because she would

Refuse it (as she did),

Even when she wanted it.

She was afraid

Of desires and he

Was just one,

Too real for her.

B.